Currently, I am busy writing the term paper of strategic management and Marketing Plan of product management. These assignment let me feel better and feel worse.

The good is that I can learn how to organize the Marketing plan and strategic plan, especially in product innovation and strategy decision. In contrast, It give me a sorrowful feeling. I have different background of education which combine with businesss, engineer, and information technology, also have nice career expericnces. However, I can't find a good job in U.S.A. Although I have some interviews and a jog offer of chinese company, I still feel bad and Frustrated. In addition Reccently, Some companies of Taiwan ask me when will be back to Taiwan and They will give me a job offer in Taiwan. Suddenly, a question get out of my mind.  Go Hard or Go Home? I seem to face the vital choice of my life. After I came to SIU, I already lost my direction and goal of my life. I feel that I lost my social and career networking also missed some opportunities cost.  My goal is not to advance but go back. I afraid to make any decision bucause I don't lose any thing. Sad to say, It become my weakness and trobule. Stay In U.S, I can't find my favorite job. Go back to Taiwan, I will fall in a situation that worse than before I left. I am in a dilemma as to whether to go or stay. God, could you give me a sign?

Recnetly, I am busy studying and looking for the Job. I forgot that I will graduation ceremory on december 15, 2007. I suddenly remembered that I hadn't announce the intent to vacuate for appartment of campus. So, I want to campus apartment office and signed the check out requirement that will move out on 12/31/2007. therefore, I start to countdown Two months and enjoy the last two months stay in Southern Hills of SIU.

Also, I forgot to order my cap and gown for graduation ceremory that will charge more 20 drs. ><" That's too bad. I need to pay 65 Drs. for it. Anyway, it is worthful 'cause that is my first join graduation ceremory in USA. However, there have lots homework and trem project waiting for me to do. I might stay at home and do it for whole thanksgiving break. I wish  tomorrow is december 15, 2007. ^^